My name is Ankur Gusai, and I have a sexual disorder where I derive pleasure from pain and humiliation—feelings I’ve been drawn to since childhood. I've never felt attraction toward anyone or interest in conventional relationships.Although I did n...
My name is Ankur Gusai, and I have a sexual disorder where I derive pleasure from pain and humiliation—feelings I’ve been drawn to since childhood. I've never felt attraction toward anyone or interest in conventional relationships.Although I did not want to marry, my family arranged my marriage. Tragically, despite my intentions otherwise, I ended up taking my wife’s life.Thank you for taking the time to read my story.