Best friend

So this is me and I am 15 years old I am Raynee I have no friends no one and I entirely alone in this place called world I always pray to God that whenever there comes a new student in our class she talks to be but as we all know those kids or sins called bullys who bully everyone and specially me cuz i am ugly so let me give u my brief character sketch so that u all can understand my condition and feel me so it must be hurting right that everyday u have to get taunted by your classmates and everyone but still have to survive that's what my life looked like until once I was in a suicidal condition and was standing at the corner of the bridge to jump of but then only someone stopped me and said that she would be my friend if I say that I love myself so I decided to love myself and we became friends we used to play together, talk together at the park , eat together as well and became friends as we were born from the same mother but I remember the day it was Christmas eve and I invited her at my home but she didn't came so I just decided to ho and meet her the nxt day and I did so and was scolding her in the whole path but then my classmate suddenly showed up and asked me " hey whom are u talking too are u abnormal there is no one here" and I realized that I was totally alone so I killed her and put her body inside a bog and dumped her in my garden now she is safe and I still play with Annie my best friend whom no one could see.